something is new... reborn. for a while i've been in a disconnect... and it's been difficult for me.
going through routine motions with no light to strive for...you forget how to feel alive.
you're never a complete person...the more that falls into your life, the more that crumbles away beneath the new, eventually leaving everything you were behind. i've become buried beneath the new. i'm hating what i've become, and no longer have the pieces to put back together the life i once loved...the life i thought i loved.
for now i'll just keep smiling with my blindfold on, even when the holes cut through it. there's no other plan but believe...
enjoy the new charade while it lasts...
